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but there are some things i need to

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start out with that

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may seem that have nothing to do with

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contact in ufos and so

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i urge you to stay with me please i need

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to

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that kind of seems like

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what in the world has you know that to

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do with aliens but it will come back

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around i promise

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so a lot of times when when these

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different experiences happen

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it's difficult to have anything to bring

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back as proof

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all you're left with is these

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understandings these feelings

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that you know how to go about doing what

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you need to do next

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mine was ufo hub it was the download

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they received

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that said okay well you want to do

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something about this this is one way to

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do it

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and so a lot of times

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all i'm left with and i'm sure a lot of

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the experiences all we're left with

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are analogies and often

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i have to just sit there and inquire in

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a quiet space or by myself and usually

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while i'm editing the videos

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while i'm doing that there's a whole

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bunch of rattling around in my head

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going on

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and a few months before i found out

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that i was going to be speaking here it

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finally hit me to kind of

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start giving you just the overall

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picture

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about what what it's like and

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the example that i that i came up with

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or that you know that i perceived was

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uh like love when you look at love

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and especially if you've never been in

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love yourself

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when you get up to that point your

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teenage years and you're looking for

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that significant other

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you ask other people what love is like

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and so

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they tell you love is new shoes you know

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love is dressing nice

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you know love is getting a new car

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impressing the girl

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and during my time you know and so he's

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like oh okay and just

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you know write everything down you know

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because you think that will get you to

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what you need to you what you what you

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want

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and so as things go on and that moment

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finally happens for you

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it puts everything into context and you

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realize that

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it's all the things that we're telling

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you about and it's none of those at the

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same time

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and but at no point did i have ever

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excuse

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me did i ever have anyone uh when the

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time

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out into the pocket and go

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here here's to growing ball this is love

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you know now

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now you are in love it was just an

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understanding that came from within

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that put all the movies all the scripts

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all the texts all the poems

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into perspective and now with my own

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feeling of love i was able to move

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forward

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and realize what else i can do with

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with that feeling and then when i look

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back there's still that one person still

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looking for the

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new pair of shoes you know and so a lot

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of times when it comes to

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ufos in contact you're left with a lot

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of

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feelings and understandings about who

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you are why we're here

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why they're here why certain things are